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It's 3:36 AM, just today. I felt like something/someone is scratching my face, feeling just some cat, or some other animal was in my room who tries to troll me, then I opened my eyes and see nothing. NOTHING REALLY. I ignored it, thinking it was only my imagination, then suddenly I decided wake up (you know, that moment when you are automatically  go to the comfort room and do your thing.) Then I rise from my lying position, then a few seconds later that scratching on my face became repeated and severe, for like 5-7 seconds  I think. Tried to fight, preventing it. Then it suddenly stopped, and I prayed... Yeah I know for sure it's real, I'm telling you, I FEEL IT. Tried to check our but I see nothing. I was creeped out and I was thinking; "what the freak is this?!"

I was being scratched in the face but I feel and see nothing but then again that could have been me overreacting. Yet there were times when I know I saw shadows pass by or leave away from me. Sometimes my door, completely shut, opens in front of me.check out, but no factors for it to open, but I just felt that I was crazy. I was more like confused than scared. I don't know what that is but I will appreciate if someone could give me some explanation.


(I admit that I didn't had the moment prayed that night, I was knocked down and I was too sleepy. I'm sorry:|)

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~MalignantSelfLove
John Patrick M. Ramento
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
Philippines


I'm the worst, of all the worst.

I am a rude, hot-headed, heartless, stubborn, selfish, merciless, insensitive, accident-prone, clumsy, impatient, easily-distracted, forgetful, ironic, ruthless, foul-mouthed brat.

IF YOU HATE ME, SO GO ON,
BUT BE SURE I WONT CARE.
:fork:

Maybe this was an impolite start, so let's begin. I'm a defect that’s learned to carry myself beautifully.

I live in a world of misunderstood minds and not so rational beings. We will never change; even when the world ends we stand to be irrelevant. But that’s just an idea of what I think we all represent. Attention addicts. I live life to my preference because I’m only living once. And I want to enjoy every bit of it.


My view on the world can be harsh sometimes. But if you see it the way I do, you notice how open-minded I’ve become. With that said. I am free minded and conscientious.

I’m really shy, I have an Asperger's Syndrome, I don't have that social life, I have no contact with reality. and I'm living with it. And can become anti- social but you just have to wait for me to break open. I’m an unusual individual. I love fantasies and daydreaming. It's the only way (atleast for me) to let go of pain and misery, I love the sound of air on rainy days, I LOVE EYES, and I'm always drawing them. But not enough to look you straight into them. I feel like you can read my mind too easily with a look into my eyes. It makes me nervous. I’m pensive most of the time. I spend most of my time reading books. I space out a lot into my own thoughts.That gets annoying.


I want to be a Great artist, but I have a lot to learn with that. Human Body is the most amazing thing we can possess. And I want to capture it in its best. On the other side, I want to do tattoo because I find it fun.


And as typical as it might sound, I’m a product of music and art. I do spend my time in the Church ministry. I love skateboarding, and I consider it an art form, a lifestyle and a sport. I won't quit skating until I am physically unable. I’m not so bright. And I spent too much time sleeping.


Talk to me if you want, I'm actually quite nice,
I love getting comments && messages so don't be intimidated! Talk to me!:D





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*jjkiefer Apr 11, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave!
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~16sweety Apr 7, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Hi :wave:

I just wanted to drop you a quick message to say thank you for joining :icondrawingartists:
.. really look forward to see your work ..

If you need help at any time, please contact me by replying to this message. Similarly, if you ever have any questions then please do not hesitate to note us ..

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Mood: Love ~MalignantSelfLove Apr 13, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you^^

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*Louisolah Mar 29, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for :+favlove: my work..

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~N-DED Mar 13, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the help ! and keep working, I,m watching you ;)
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*ooneithoo Mar 12, 2012   Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch :D

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Mood: Love ~MalignantSelfLove Mar 12, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
no worries, I'm so fascinated by your works, and how you use watercolors^^ you use probably some sort of magic into it.xD it's really beautiful. How long have you been using watercolors?^^

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*ooneithoo Mar 13, 2012   Traditional Artist
I use watercolor since 10 months ^^

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Mood: Love ~MalignantSelfLove Mar 13, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
10 months only?? no you're kidding me. haha! jk:D your works were great mean, I expected that you use them since you started painting... I KNEW IT YOU'RE USING SOME SORT OF BLACK MAGIC! HAHA! :teevee:

btw, it's fun seeing great artists here like you using traditional medium^^ :#1:

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